NS NS NS !
Is that all i could hear nowadays?

That day will be knocking at our doorsteps soon.
And i totally don't like this. :(

I'm still deciding whether i should go that day?
Sarah asked me to be there.
MUST !
But, i'm scared to face the truth that i need to be strong and alone for 2 years
I'm so used to everything now
so So SO USED !
How am i going to cope it alone? :(

Although we still gets to meet during weekends
but, that sad feelings is still there circling me :(
I know even i'm not there that day,
he will understand, right?

If i am there that day,
if you don't see me cry,
please don't thinks that i'm ok with it,
because,
crying in public is not my type
I would be probably crying alone inside my room
Trust me
If, i can't control it..
Just hug me as you always do
.
.
.
I'm so used to everything that he gives me